Another series..I feel left out in the blog thingy..it just so weird..too weird..everyone is changing except me..the day I change will be the day *m***h*a will recognise me and I shall be in the mind =)
To this very day..I hope and wish that people can understand who I really am..what I really can be and finally appreciate my good points and nicely tell me my bad points..no discrimination..you can see the word crime inside already!! All in all, I am going to feel stupid and inferior and lousy compared to others, the breaking feeling and the hitting pain inside will never die out until..the day of hope and truth comes out, this is my main dream for now, there are many others, but still none shall prevail, wealth, health and everything, this are not as important as some other stuff, the power to..
All is said above and I can elaborate more, in more secretive riddle-like manner, if you dont understand this, that is fine with me, its my story, everything and anything..*m***h*a, yes yes..understand..haha
